Hello...

I know a few people are reading this now, and I'm not sure yet how I feel about that.

I was going to start a blog months ago. Someone recommended that it might be a good thing for me to do so I can look back in years to come, even show it to my daughter when she's grown.

But now I don't have years to come, so I'm not doing it for that purpose. Though I suppose Mini Me could still see it.

I think my main purpose for this blog is to allow me to go "blah". Sometimes I want to be on my own, but I also want to talk or express things. I've heard that talking to yourself is a sign of insanity, and I'm trying to avoid looking more mental than I already do with my bald head and protruding tubes... so that's why the blog.

And now some of my friends are reading. So you're seeing inside my head. You're getting a snapshot of how I'm feeling at the particular time I was typing.

Don't assume that if I write a sad or angry post, that that's how I'll feel the next time you see me. But don't assume that if I sound upbeat I'll be feeling as chirpy later that same day.

I'm a ball of complications and contradictions at the moment. I'm sorry, to my friends. I can't even begin to explain.

I can see this leading to an open letter... "things to tell my friends". I think that could go some way to helping y'all understand me a bit better.

Yes, that's what I'll do.

Just one thing I wanted to say - G, I know you're reading... for goodness sake, we all know you and K are back together, you can stop hiding it! ;)